How I Know
Track 7 of Whole Meal
[ Lyrics ]
He says yes. He means it. He says yes… and he means it. Last time, I’d rewrite my whole day just to match the shade of his mood. Now I work late, half-asleep at the station, and he texts: *‘Got your chamomile, babe — no cinnamon.’* Funny how a small thing cracks the silence, like proof I’m not just a pause in his story. He asks how the session went, remembers the verse I scrapped, sits through the silence like it’s not a war. No drama, no games, no edge in his tone. Just presence — steady as a heartbeat, not a throne. Used to think love was lightning, loud and unkind, but now I know… it’s the calm every time. How I know? He shows up. He stays. How I know? He laughs at my gray days. How I know? He means it when he says he’s here. Not half in, not maybe — just near. Old love would ghost when the talk got real, call it ‘space’ when it felt like a jail. This one sends voice notes at 2 a.m., sings off-key just to make me smile again. He saw my mom’s ring — didn’t flinch, just said, ‘She had good taste. You got that from her, though.’ No performance, no mask, no hidden cost — love ain’t a trophy I’m meant to be tossed. No tests, no traps, no code I can’t read. Just warmth in the way that he says my first name. Used to chase the spark, now I want the flame — the kind that stays lit, just the same. How I know? He shows up. He stays. How I know? He laughs at my gray days. How I know? He means it when he says he’s here. Not half in, not maybe — just near. I used to think love was something you earned, a prize for being quiet, easy, turned. But he treats it like air, like something I’m due — not a gift you withhold, but the sky when it’s blue. How I know? He shows up. He stays. How I know? He’s calm through the haze. How I know? He means it when he says he’s near. Not a crumb — my whole meal, right here. How I know… He says yes… and he means it. Yeah… I know.