I Worked for This Too
Track 7 of Pretty Privilege
[ Lyrics ]
I worked for this too — not just the face, the grind. I worked for this too — yeah, I bled behind the shine. → beat drop with rim tap + bass pulse) You see the red carpet, not the all-nighter sessions, Not the demos deleted, not the silent confessions. I wrote every chorus in the glow of my screen, While you said I got signed just 'cause I looked clean. I booked my own travel, mixed my own tracks, Sat in the back of the studio, never relaxed. Pretty got me in the room, but I earned my seat — You don’t see the calluses under these heels. So don’t water down my story, don’t reduce my name, Don’t say it was handed — I had to claim. I don’t need your permission, I don’t need your praise, I built this from silence, I lit my own blaze. I worked for this too — not just the face, the grind. I stayed when the magic drained dry. I worked for this too — every line, every rhyme, Every time I showed up, not just to shine. I worked for this too — the blood in the ink, The nights I was tired but still hit record and think. I worked for this too — yeah, I bled behind the shine. You call me 'lucky' like it cost me no pain, Like I never doubted, like I played no game. But I’ve been cut from the credits, had my lines re-sung, Seen my idea bloom on someone else’s tongue. I smiled in the photos, clenched my jaw in the booth, Paid my own damn rent while they praised my 'sleek youth'. I’m more than the filter, the light, the veneer — I’m the voice in the static, the one that stays here. So don’t shrink my labor, don’t smooth out the scars, I didn’t just float here — I fought through the stars. This crown isn’t plastic, it’s forged in the flame, And I’m not just a girl — I’m the engine, the name. I worked for this too — not just the face, the grind. I stayed when the magic drained dry. I worked for this too — every line, every rhyme, Every time I showed up, not just to shine. I worked for this too — the blood in the ink, The nights I was tired but still hit record and think. I worked for this too — yeah, I bled behind the shine. All the times I was silent when they took my design, Swallowed the venom, kept my vision in line. I didn’t break — I multiplied. Turned doubt to grit, turned no to 'I tried'. And now that you see me, don’t act surprised — This wasn’t handed — this was revised. I worked for this too — not just the face, the grind. I stayed when the magic drained dry. I worked for this too — every line, every rhyme, Every time I showed up, not just to shine. I worked for this too — the blood in the ink, The nights I was tired but still hit record and think. I worked for this too — yeah, I bled behind the shine. Yeah… I worked for this too. → silence)