Walk Away Whole
Track 9 of Backboard
[ Lyrics ]
Walk away whole — no pieces to mend. Walk away whole — yeah, I’m good, I’m gone. Folded the shirt you said I could keep, smelled like your cologne, now it smells like sleep. No anger in my chest, just a quiet hum, like the AC on low when the morning comes. Took the mug with the chip, the book half-read, left the playlist named 'us' — I don't need it, instead I cleared my drawers like I cleared my head, no drama, no tears, just a note on the bed. Said 'I hope you’re fine, no, I’m not half-broken,' 'this was a soft place, but I was just pokin’ a hole in the silence you never would fill — I mistook your hands for a healing thrill.' Walk away whole — no pieces to mend. Not broken, just bent, and I made it right back again. Walk away whole — no ghosts in my wake, no promises made that I couldn’t retake. Whole — not in spite of the fall, but because I now know when to walk through the door, and close it behind me. Saw your text last night — 'you feelin’ okay?' I sipped my tea, let the sun start the day. Didn’t reply, not to punish or hide, just 'cause the chapter was over, and my soul had to rise. You were a rhythm when my heart lost the beat, but I don’t need that kind of warmth to feel complete. Backboard don’t love you — it just holds the frame, I was the dream in a rented-out space. So I thank you, silently, for the nights and the heat, for reminding me I still know how to feel, how to breathe. But breath ain’t connection, and fire ain’t home — I was chasing an ember that burned on its own. Walk away whole — no pieces to mend. Not broken, just bent, and I made it right back again. Walk away whole — no ghosts in my wake, no promises made that I couldn’t retake. Whole — not in spite of the fall, but because I now know when to walk through the door, and close it behind me. No scars worth naming, no songs left unsung, just a quiet release, like a breath I’d been strung. I don’t hate you — I don’t even miss you. Just the version of me that I almost just kissed. Walk away whole — no pieces to mend. Not broken, just bent, and I made it right back again. Walk away whole — no debts left to pay, no roles that I couldn’t walk out of today. Whole — not because you let go, but 'cause I chose the light, chose the slow, chose the truth I now know. And I closed it behind me. Walk away whole… No pieces… no pain… Just me… and LA morning rain…