Can’t Unlove

[ Lyrics ]

I can’t unfeel what we were…

Your ghost still fits in my front seat,
windows up, replaying heat.
I took the long way home again,
just to feel your voice back then.
You're folded in my favorite song,
in the pause where I belong.
I delete the texts, I change the view—
but I can’t delete what I still do.

I tell myself it’s just a phase,
that time will blur the ways you phrase
sweet nothings like they’re gospel truth—
but my body won’t unlearn your move.

I can’t unlove, I can’t undo,
even when I’m halfway through.
All the work, all the pain,
I still see your face in the rain.
I can’t unlove, can’t unfeel,
can’t erase what love made real.

I wore your hoodie through November,
let the scent keep us together.
Now it’s gone, washed out, threadbare,
like the part of me you used to care.
I meet someone who treats me right,
laughs at jokes you said weren’t light—
but when he touches my collarbone,
I’m back at all we should’ve known.

He doesn’t know the script I bleed,
the lines I say when love’s not free.
I want to mean it when I swear
I’m done with shadows hanging there.

I can’t unlove, I can’t undo,
even when I’m halfway through.
All the strength, all the fight,
I still fold at the mention of your name at night.
I can’t unlove, can’t unfeel,
can’t erase what love made real.

Maybe love’s not something you lose—
it’s something you carry, no matter the truth.
A scar doesn’t vanish when stitches come out,
and my heart still believes without doubt.
So I’ll hold it quiet, I’ll let it ache,
but I won’t pretend for your sake.

I can’t unlove, but I’m free,
don’t need you, but you’re in me.
Not your lies, not your game—
just the love that had no name.
I can’t unlove, can’t unfeel,
but I’m learning how to heal.

I can’t unfeel… what we were.