Midnight Confession
Track 22 of Mirror Season
[ Lyrics ]
I told the truth to my nightlight… Window’s cracked a breath, room’s holding its tongue, I whisper your name like it still belongs. Socks off, lights out, world’s gone quiet now— but my chest is loud with a broken vow. I trace the ceiling where the shadows creep, pretend that they’re arms pulling me to sleep. Said I was over it — said I was done — but the moon sees the mess that I’ve become. No one’s watching, so I let it show, the way my voice cracks when I say, ‘I miss you so…’ Not angry, not proud — just tired and thin, like love’s just a ghost I still let in. I told the truth to my nightlight, wrapped in sheets, too weak to fight. It flickered gold, didn’t say a word — just held the silence like it heard. — soft Rhodes swell) Checked your page like a morning prayer, saw your smile there — didn’t flinch, didn’t care… (or that’s what I told my shaking hand, while I saved the pic in a hidden folder, just in case I change my plans.) I know you moved on. I know you’re free. But I’m still here, talking to me. No jury, no judge — just the hum in the wall, my breath on the mic of this late-night call. Not begging, not mad — just honest, it’s true: I still reach for you… when the sky turns blue. I told the truth to my nightlight, confessions warm in pale moonlight. It didn’t judge, didn’t turn away — just burned a little brighter, like it thought of you that way. I don’t want you back — I just miss the love. The way it felt when it fit like gloves. The weight of your laugh, the curve of your hand — I don’t miss the man… I miss the plan. I told the truth to my nightlight, no cameras, no stage, no lie. It won’t tell a soul, won’t send a sign — just keeps my heart in its soft gold line. I told the truth… and it felt like grace. — full vocal stack) …still misses you.