Mom Was Right
Track 6 of Midnight Confessions
[ Lyrics ]
I defended him, she said no. Told you he was tired, said the stress got to his head, you asked if I was happy — I said, 'barely even dead.' You kept it soft, you didn’t push, just sipped your tea and watched me rush to write his alibis in my head, like I owed him something instead. I made excuses like they meant a thing, but silence loud as anything. Three weeks gone, no word, no call — just me pretendin’ like I wasn’t small. Mom was right, mom was right, I wore denial like perfume that night. Mom was right, mom was right, I was too proud to admit I was fightin’ in place for a love that forgot my face. Found that voicemail yesterday, your voice like velvet, keepin’ faith. 'He don’t respect your time, your worth, and one day, baby, it’ll hurt.' I laughed it off like I knew better, played the martyr, wore it thinner. Now I cry in laundry light, folding shirts he never liked. I kept his side like it was truth, but your love was softer, deeper proof. You didn’t want me to be right — you just wanted me to be alright. Mom was right, mom was right, I wore denial like perfume that night. Mom was right, mom was right, I was too proud to admit I was fightin’ in place for a love that forgot my face. Now I get it, now I hear what you were holdin’ back in fear. Not 'I told you so' — just 'I see you, baby, finally free.' Mom was right, mom was right, I wore shame like it was mine to cite. Mom was right, mom was right, I was too deep to see the signs, but you saw them all along the line. Fridge hums low, faucet drips slow, I press delete... then let it go. Yeah… mom was right.